woensdag 24 oktober 2012

Wachten en belissen / Wait and decide

FOR ENGLISH, SCROLL DOWN. Gisteren ben ik dan op consult geweest bij de chirurg. Bij het bekijken van de penis, was hij nog steeds erg tevreden. Een zeer mooi resultaat. Dat is altijd leuk om te horen!
De wond op de achterkant van de penis werd bekeken en ik vertelde dat ik elke dag de catheter door de plasbuis haal. Dit doe ik met een maat 16 katheter. Dat is erg goed om het ruim open te houden.
De arts vond de wond en het litteken nog niet 'rijp' genoeg om weer te opereren. Het is nu 4 a 5 maanden na de operatie en we moeten toch nog wel even wachten. Dat vind ik niet erg, aangezien ik nog niet weet wat ik nu zal kiezen. Dit heb ik hem direct voorgelegd.
Hij zelf vindt het zeker wel de moeite waard om het te proberen. Zijn woorden waren; "Het kost je weer nieuwe oepraties, nieuwe pogingen, misschien weer nieuwe teleurstellingen, maar het gaat goedkomen." Wanneer hij hier niet van overtuigd was, zou hij dat niet zeggen.

Als ik zou kiezen om de plasbuis dicht te maken, kost het ook een operatie. Maar het is eigenlijk wel zo: dicht is dicht. Het is dan zeer moeilijk (tot niet) mogelijk weer te openen.
Als ik wel kies voor een plasbuis verlenging moet ik sowieso nog even wachten. En ik kan er zolang mee wachten als ik zelf wil. Al duurt het nog jaren. Zolang ik blijf catheteren kan ik de operatie laten doen.

Allebei keuzes schieten door mijn hoofd en ik neem mijn tijd ervoor. Ik heb besloten er nu nog niet heel veel over na te denken. Er komt vanzelf een verlangen het wel, of juist niet te laten doen. En tot die tijd is het litteken weefsel nog te stug en kan het sowieso nog niet.
Ook wil ik alle tijd voor mijn studie op dit moment. 'Even eruit' kan ik nu niet. Of tenminste, dat wil ik nu niet.

ENGLISH: I went to my appointment with the surgeon yesterday. While examining the phallo he said he was still very pleased with the result. It looked very good. Well, that's always good to hear!
He checked the wound on the back of the penis and I told him that I still push the catheter through the urethra everyday with a size 16 catheter. That's good for keeping it wide open.
The doctor thought that the scar tissue was not 'ripe' enough, not ready, for a new surgery yet. We still have to wait some while. I don't think of that as a problem, as I still haven't decided what to do. And I told him that.
He thinks that I have a good change on a good result, when I decide to have the new urethra. "There will be surgeries, new tries, maybe some dissappointments, but this will succeed with you.". I think that he would not have said that, if he had not had that trust in this.

If I choose to close the urethra, it's like closed forever. It's very hard (maybe even not possible at all) to open it again.
If I choose to have a new try for a new urethra I do have to wait some time for the tissue to heal well enough. I can wait as long as I need, even if it takes years. As long as I keep on going with catheter, it is possible to choose for the new urethra.

Both decisions are on my mind now and I take my time to make a choice. I've decided that I do not think too much about it and wait for the moment to come that I have a strong desire for one of them. To have a new urethra or to close it.
I also want to spend all my time on my study right now. I do not have the time to skip that much right now. Or at least, I don't want to.

1 opmerking:

  1. Hello everyone i Am williams pater and i am from USA i am here to give my testimony about an herbal doctor called Dr,olu I was heartbroken because i had very small penis,not nice to satisfy a woman, i have been in so many relationship, but cut off because of my situation, i have used so many product which doctors prescribe for me, but could not offer me the help i searched for. i saw some few comments on the internet about this specialist called Dr,OLU and decided to email him on his email i saw on the internet,(drolusolutionhome@gmail.com ) so I decided to give his herbal product a try. i emailed him and he got back to me, he gave me some comforting words with his herbal product for Penis Enlargement, Within three weeks of me use it, i began to feel the enlargement, " and now it just 4 weeks of using his products my penis is about 8 inches longer, and i had to settle thing out with my ex girlfriend , i was surprised when she said that she is satisfied with my performance in bed and i now have a large penis.thanks to DR OLU for is herbal product. you can also reach him with emsil drolusolutionhome@gmail.com though is..number WHATASPP him today on this number [ +2348140654426 ]




    Hello everyone i Am williams pater and i am from USA i am here to give my testimony about an herbal doctor called Dr,olu I was heartbroken because i had very small penis,not nice to satisfy a woman, i have been in so many relationship, but cut off because of my situation, i have used so many product which doctors prescribe for me, but could not offer me the help i searched for. i saw some few comments on the internet about this specialist called Dr,OLU and decided to email him on his email i saw on the internet,(drolusolutionhome@gmail.com ) so I decided to give his herbal product a try. i emailed him and he got back to me, he gave me some comforting words with his herbal product for Penis Enlargement, Within three weeks of me use it, i began to feel the enlargement, " and now it just 4 weeks of using his products my penis is about 8 inches longer, and i had to settle thing out with my ex girlfriend , i was surprised when she said that she is satisfied with my performance in bed and i now have a large penis.thanks to DR OLU for is herbal product. you can also reach him with emsil drolusolutionhome@gmail.com though is..number WHATASPP him today on this number [ +2348140654426 ]




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